Ugh, I had such a frustrating dream last night!
I dreamt that I was at my dads place, it was like any other weekday where I'd have to get up at 6:00am so that he can take me home before he goes off to work. He came into my room as usual to wake me up, and everything just kind of spiraled downwards from there.
Everything is kind of jumbled in my head now. I just remember him talking about the divorce a lot, making fun of my mom, insulting her... getting on my case about college. And at one point asked me if I was still a virgin, which to my disgust told him that it was none of his fucking business. lol
I remember just constantly crying from that point on. lol Oh, then he tries to take pictures of me while I'm changing! Srsly, wtf kind of dream is this? lol I would try to call for Margaret because at that point I just wanted to talk to a woman, but she started siding with my dad on things.
I finally got fed up and told him to just take me home already. I got all my stuff together and all of a sudden my cousin, Casey comes into my room and sits beside me with a sympathetic look on her face. I'm confused as to why she's there and she tells me she's there to take me home. I give her my thanks and hug her and I go and kiss my dad and Margaret goodbye. The last thing I remember is my cousin taking my hand and leading me outside to the car, everything was white outside and then I woke up.
In the dream, my room was always almost pitch black. You could just barely see from the moon coming in through the window. But when Casey led me outside everything lit up. It just seemed like I was in an awful, dark place and then someone came and got me out of it. -shrug-
I still don't know why it was my cousin that came to get me instead of my mother, or even a close friend. Casey and my mom are similar... in looks and personality. I guess that could be why.
Eh, I think too much about my dreams. lol
I dreamt that I was at my dads place, it was like any other weekday where I'd have to get up at 6:00am so that he can take me home before he goes off to work. He came into my room as usual to wake me up, and everything just kind of spiraled downwards from there.
Everything is kind of jumbled in my head now. I just remember him talking about the divorce a lot, making fun of my mom, insulting her... getting on my case about college. And at one point asked me if I was still a virgin, which to my disgust told him that it was none of his fucking business. lol
I remember just constantly crying from that point on. lol Oh, then he tries to take pictures of me while I'm changing! Srsly, wtf kind of dream is this? lol I would try to call for Margaret because at that point I just wanted to talk to a woman, but she started siding with my dad on things.
I finally got fed up and told him to just take me home already. I got all my stuff together and all of a sudden my cousin, Casey comes into my room and sits beside me with a sympathetic look on her face. I'm confused as to why she's there and she tells me she's there to take me home. I give her my thanks and hug her and I go and kiss my dad and Margaret goodbye. The last thing I remember is my cousin taking my hand and leading me outside to the car, everything was white outside and then I woke up.
In the dream, my room was always almost pitch black. You could just barely see from the moon coming in through the window. But when Casey led me outside everything lit up. It just seemed like I was in an awful, dark place and then someone came and got me out of it. -shrug-
I still don't know why it was my cousin that came to get me instead of my mother, or even a close friend. Casey and my mom are similar... in looks and personality. I guess that could be why.
Eh, I think too much about my dreams. lol
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